It has been a very knife worthy fight, as well. Some moments come with shock, and awe - and not quite a good, mentality and foundation - for the unwell, who seem to be all over the occult - worlds. I have to bring these people up, because they tend to be - all around, the money books, and anything else - quite clever, or useful - in the sorcery - worlds where…there is a lot of practical buzz going around. I happen to be part of this community, but only - for relatively, irrelevant chat.

This has felt very - odd and cumbersome in some ways. I have found that - very illegal moments, tend to come - from over excited people…even, praising illegal other authors - from…subsequent results, that - tend to be a little bit suspicious - I just have to say. It does not come directly, from profound - indirect user experience. It just feels, very odd - and out of date with itself, over time. I have found, that this is nothing to go by…because the personal results, had to be - very skyhigh - and that means, that - very excessive and extreme…thinking, is needed, to beat - ahead of the curve, and to - dial into…real…life and family, and world results. For myself and others, only.

That is why I have - just worked, and…kind of - just kept continuing to work, for each year - all years, that I have been active, in the working occult. It has been - a fucking…dime drop - tricky steps - trick…and a half. It has not been remotely, fathomable or easy - but it has - still kept me on my feet - in some positive, and very life relinquished ways.

I have - immeasurably learned, to keep - myself narrow and my mind…very stable - and without cross moments, ever. Meditation - is daily and is, directly part of this process - but it is also, very directly part of my focus, process. That is also why - I have written sorcery spiritual magick, and meditation books. With - likely, still more coming into the future.

I feel it is still, quite good - and powerful to throw deep energies in to the future, and night sky - and just feel into where the god forms, and other deities - are taking me. With - or without things like…deep Greek magick, and then - Sumerian enlightening the skies, with my thoughts freely flowing…I think, I still see the greater - fortunes…and lives, of sorcerers - of times past. I sometimes - feel myself among them. Nothing crazy about - connected with magick, differently - and seeing into other star forms, and other directions - in reality, to gaze into - powerful, and…long - but not forgotten kingdoms of knowledge.

…these are just my meditations -on a nightly and weekly basis, but they still - give me profound, insights - and impact, on the worlds…and night skies, are always - beyond, amazing…and I do this, as often as I can.