This is a - small thing, but common find, among - the occult's higher - writers, and members, because I see a lot of smaller, flak being - thrown around and it makes people, need to - subvert themselves - or otherwise, run and hide…quite - murderously. If this was a common, enough - practice - then you might seen, very gullible and tremendous - numbers of people, enter into the sorcery, and occult worlds…and try, to - sample and dabble their hands - into darker, sorcery - and nightshade magick - types and forms, that might not be so great, and helpful. It all depends on what - people desire in life, and this is hugely part - of the growing process.

…technically, this is a relatively new - process, that began, with - the newer age of magick, coming out - and the higher availability of - sorcery, feels - as if…it is quite done, through a more deliberate, and - possibly stronger, set of practice - forms…in general. I wanted others to know of my own, thinking trends - and thought forms - and that, became - a very obvious idea, to help others - understand.

It has - little to nothing, to do - with how…people, normally get along into the - occult, and magick - and ritual magick, is just - normal thinking stuff. Although it tends to be, the case - that very refined individuals - try their mantle on hardcore, magick…and then - interesting things, might end up happening. I tried to inform others, of the uncommon - balance, of trying to - get people away from - slightly…unstable ways of thinking about magick, and then - the hardcore nonsense - ultra gory, ways…of performing, very repetitive - nightshade, crazy other stuff…that involved, blood sacrifice - and other forms…of outlandish - basic petitions to make everything…seem easy enough. But most people - do not take blood donations, or even - blood sacrifice - to be a basic…petition - so it just makes sense…

…that none of these, workers - and followers of deep black magick - ever, happen - to do well in life, or ever…even work out, at all. I had to follow some deep - and personal trends on this one, and understand - that real, desperate for results - carnal black magick, which forms…around - some dark trees…greater black magick, forms…of magick - might never, be enabled or trusted - so readily by…most of the masses.

Even I was - very confused, upfront - with all of the newer materials coming out, on most of the occult, doctrines…it just made, no sense - upfront, and that…presented a real problem, in general.

Then it came down, to those - unrealistically - espousing, these false - and fake results, and very badly determined people, are…always - on the lookout for horrific trouble to get into. It just does not feel like a good - mind, and living space - to work, into - ever. I have felt a small need to distance myself, but then…it just becomes - very stupid, for others to ever - have been…so unwise, and outright - retarded, to have…under estimated, darker - sorcery forms - that might leave…some people, quite weakened, and - rather ultimately, afraid - of what is to come…next.

This is not about, being powerless - in magick - but it is about, being - rather subtracted in our own, ways…of doing things, that we - might consider wrong, or unjustified. It feels - very clueless and afraid - and that is why, we have to take - mostly, far extra caution - with the people…wh present - information, that might - make ourselves, or others…quite uncertain - or afraid of…their present reality - or living, life path.

That is also…why I have, proclaimed - that still more…of these people - who claim good results, on heinous or - outright…badly formed, black magick - just all need to wash out, and perish away already. The stuff - just needs to transform into - something more useful already. It does not come from the nightshade, to be - so lethal feeling, or offensive - to just, so many…damned people, today. I would not remotely, work with - or trust any of these, outright - fools, or demented - otherworldly folks - who have not done…a scrap of magick in their own right, and yet - see…it as wise, or the proper thing to do - to instruct or teach others…of these same, useless or - wicked methods. It all just comes down, to proper - mind thinking, and just…keeping a sane, life path - really. Otherwise you definitely risk - landing yourself, in the same - pitiful pools of regret, as all of these - other…very vanquished, and nonsense - living…people, who think that - the idea of God is determined…by, how badly you might - accidentally come out…of this insanity path, of black sorcery and living.

This is something, I could never - live up to, or even…remotely, feel comfortable - doing, in my own - magick, and self right.