I don’t often share my personal life, so openly - with a lot of, things being very - out of wack and sincerely out of this world, insane…at times. It can come across as very life stricken and possibly - even not normal, at all…to view, what a writing occult author can be like.
It does not take much, to understand - how the world, works - when you rely on extreme, personal…life, created - sorcery, and magick results - when things, do not get - so oddly…normal, and serene. My life is - always full of very questionable, situations - and I have to figure them out, on a very - constant basis. This means that my whole world, has potholes, and folks - sometimes, feel like they are - against me, and that can feel - very obtuse, and consequential. This also means that turmoil - can be the case, at any given time…but that has been very regular, and normal for me - for my entire occult - career.
Some cases, might feel like - the people are simply out of touch, with the occult - and their own, personal lives. I like to feel - welcoming and open, about the…darkness angles, of the occult - and sorcery, worlds. This means - that I feel - very self practiced, and reliant on my own - thoughts, and abilities - because you have to have, a very - fluid - connection, with the god forms, demons - and other entities, like thea angels…in order to properly execute - higher level - thought, form…magick.
This tends to betray - what most people think…that the occult world, is simply so strong and powerful, and that it is - simply, always been direct - and easy for me. This is - slightly not the case, but you can work on yourself, and your own - magick for many years, and…however long it takes to properly break through - and get…your own, personal life - sorcery results.
I find that - if I share my true life, and findings - in the occult, then…people might, nearly - get frightened and scared, of what can come…from the occult. It is not - a good idea, to think that the whole, sorcery - and occult worlds, are so - scary, and remotely - dangerous…which is an idea, that I like to openly deal with - and dispel rumors about. There is - nothing so remotely dangerous, or problematic - about the occult, or sorcery - worlds, as long as you stay away - from…nightshade - unstable - magick forms, that are full of black magick.
This can be simple enough, as - I tend to outline in my own, novels - and occult works, and books - directly. It is when people, tend to follow - or believe, in unstablle outside - paradigms, that shit can go down - very angrily or…trepidatiously, in a way that is not…remotely, good or acceptable - and I work, and fight against - this modality of thinking, openly anyway. Insane people, cannot openly - work with me, and I have magick to protect myself - and those around me…anyway. For with magick, you definitely need - a, quite stable of a brain, and mind to execute anything…worth while.
I would also - merely say this…that the occult needs, advocates, and positive - fighters, who are willing, to work, and vaguely - speak against the rogue side…of the nation, where - the nightshade, bad folks - want to proclaim that - slightly going out of your mind…might be a good thing - and that is…definitely, a nasty thing - to imply and insinuate. I would never go down this route, myself - and no one should chance, their own - mind, and…life recovery - might not, easily happen.
They would be best, to simply believe - in strong, and good magick - that has been hand tested, and nothing - else that has been, subjected to - ridiculous claims, of darkness grandeur, and other - nonsense - semi-transparent…otherworldly nonsense, shit…that really, tends to confuse people.
Here - we also tend to see that, when people - like to lie openly…no one wins out, and everyone falls, for money - nonsense, claims…and the black magick, might take over your whole - entirely…fucking life. That is not a curse - that is so simple, or easy to lift, and I cannot remotely - dare, or imply…that others, remotely - think about this route, or ever…try this form, of life tomfoolery - ever. With that other side, devouring - new people - each day, and week, and no one…in the sorcery, occult worlds - has any idea, about how wrongfully - wicked it can be…to accidentally, become - the next wicked - blind, new…eventual follower, of the wrongful death crowds - merely, because they never thought, it was going to get - this deep, or powerful…ever.