[Closed] Retarded intelligence feels lovely

There was no one - when I was starting out…that was - a proper charismatic, loyal - and powerful, sorcerer - or even writing person…who was worth, anything much - whatsoever.

I say this because, some other - people ask if I recommend any other authors or even other fiction - or occult writers…and I have to say, I might have had to take the mantle on this one - and just say…to stick to myself. I have not found - remotely intelligent people, who had a shred of ethics - or anything worthwhile or meaningful to say - in or out of the occult worlds.

We are talking, full on - blood-red fueled, maggot feeling - nobody people - who are out to get…apparently, no one at all. Even though that, felt - openly stupid, and a bit retarded - because the guy, felt - very anguished, and heartbroken - and…shit. He is technically not out to get any attention - but he is a very stupid, and oddly moronic - person, who is very - highly emotional, and not quite stable - for any long term, even friendly - vague, relationship. Always something - crazy going on for a lot of these lives, and they are very - private people…whose lives are sadly - mega saturated, and full of turmoil.

I will not advocate - getting to know any of these people, because that sounds - like utter, tosh - nonsense, and it feels very stupid - to even suggest that these folks, are anything positive - or good, at all.

Others, might see them - as open company - but I have to forestall them, and let them all know, the dangers - of dealing with…folks that mess around with drugs at all (very - secretive, and private folks - as well) because they can be hardcore crazy, and not - so good, on private ethics, where…anyone is fair, game - to fuck around with. Which is not a good idea, at all - either…but the drug folks, come and go - and mentally unstable, or openly insane - people…need to be dealt with, very carefully - because they can be brutal - and they, are also liable to - bait and trap you, into ideas - and conversation that is not - so nice, or even - positive, or playful. Merely - outright nasty - and sasquatch, fucked up conversatino, and - the damned, blame game…is when you start moving on from folks, and blocking people. Which I have seen - very obviously, and openly, because of how - shockingly negligent - people…from nearly any market or industry can be.

The other - things to mention, is possibly - just be cautious of people, as much as you…can, maybe. It matters, that everyone is falsely - positive, and others - are just privately disgraced, and trying to find another group - of people to mess around with, which is not - favorable or great stuff - but I tend to do protection magick, to prevent people - like that…from penetrating any of my own, knowledge - and social circles.

I may not - be able, to fully - read minds, or situations - so well, quite yet…but I am, dumbfounded at house - predictable and powerless people, can sometimes be. It does not strike me as a smart - or indeed - any favorable move, at all…to try to charm people, into - getting into - life details with you…just to die, away in solemn - hardship, and crazy other pride filled - spite traps…like alarming others - with hardcore - devil, black magick stuff. Then maybe claiming complete - insanity to others, and that - they are doing things…that are perfectly fine, only. Nothing - outlandish or bad, at all…which is a total, lie - anyway.

Life can feel pretty - messy and fucked up, with random - hardcore negligent, people - around us all. I just wish - others, would open their souls, eyes - and blind spots a bit deeper, so that we would not, have - so many unhindered situations - where everyone, supposedly believes…everyone, else - for no…gosh darn - good reason, at all.